Reflective day

Do you ever have a day that starts out where you are so excited about what lies ahead, but then when you think about the details you feel like you are drowning? If not, just shake your head and smile as if to make me feel better :-)

That is how today started. God is certainly moving in our family's life and it is amazing; however it is also overwhelming, scary and inconceivable!

I guess my main concern right now is childcare. I've never been one to leave my children with anyone. I always turned my nose up at those that so easily dropped their kids off to continue their lives. Once you have kids - you're not supposed to have a life - right? At least not until they get older! But, here I am trying to follow what I think is God's will and do something that is good for the family - but will it be hard on them?

My other concern is how I will manage to keep working (which I have to do) and go to school. I guess as my mother says, "I will cross that bridge when I come to it."

I think I just need to suck it up, hang on with clenched white knuckles and enjoy the ride that will be my life for the next two years of school.

Hopefully I will be able to post something about our packet of information soon - I am (with baited breath) patiently waiting to see what lies ahead!